Yeww, this is a post to make up for not posting yesterday !
Photo taken from Flickr
You know how theres those people that you've always want ed to talk to - or perhaps you have already talked to them, but you really want to 'get to know' them?
But somehow you feel as if their too 'high up there' - as in, they're really talented or blahblah, and when you're with them, you're so caught up about how you want to act around them you forget how to be yourself - and you have no idea what to say around them and feel totally uncool… then you kind of feel like you want to show the real you to them but you're not sure if they're accepting?
I get that feeling all the time, and I wish I didn't though. Cos it kinda makes me feel like not trying anymore, and giving up doing everything because no matter how much I try I still can't be myself >:
Its weird cos im pissing myself off; why can't I just show people the real me and if they don't like me, then that's not my problem? It's better than being some un-opiniated loser who just agrees to everything people say, and have nothing to say for myself.
Anyways , on a brighter note, the sunset was really pretty today, I liked how the colours transcended from blue to white to pinky to yellow; and when I was on the top of the road the sunset looked so pretty falling into the distance. Wish I had a photo, but I don't so let's settle with one I found on the internet :)
x heytheredelilah
p.s sorry for not posting yesterday >:
Labels: charlotte, delilah, life, people, sunset
